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[10 Jan 2004|10:39pm]
i want to see it again..
(4 shots perplexity of the mind)

[07 Jan 2004|12:51am]
yea i almost forgot..

well my friend ericka aguirre created this site which pretty much shows what we all did during the summer. they are, um, interesting pics. bwuhaha enjoy

http://www.freewebs.com/nikkie1459/index.htm

i think i will find a scanner by tomorrow for my own pics.

goodnight.
(perplexity of the mind)

righteous! [06 Jan 2004|12:02pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

well i found nemo at leanne's house yesterday, i must say it was quite entertaining. after that i went back home and tried and tried and tried to sleep again but failed ,like i did previously. this time i attempted to sleep at 2:30 but really layed in bed until 7. then when i finally became weary my mother woke me up at 7:30 to buy my textbooks at school. guh. so i hitched a ride with my dad and all he talked about were the bad drivers on the road and how fast they were driving blah blah. he started mentioning how fast Jorge (my director) drives and warned me to never accept a ride from him. annoyed by this, i jumped out of the moving car and rolled down the streets of mesa. before i knew it i had rolled my way into utep and into the bookstore. woo. (strange what medicine can do for you) so i searched for my books and i forgot my friend martin was working there. he saw me and came over to say hi and i had also forgotten that i looked like a raving zombie. he asked me how i was and then i shot him my most unintentional dead stare..."ive been....awake.."
he laughed and politely walked away
hmm
so by 11 my sister picks me up and takes me to the mall. her call not mine so later i decided to embarrass her by simultaneously laughing and hiccup-ing out loud. hahahaaHIIIICCC!! so that shortened our trip
by 3 we rent movies
4, im pickin on the rosca (sweetbread)due to today's "dia de los reyes magos"
5, my dad bites into the baby
6, rud and i go to ep fitness ...to sign up for free classes startin tomorrow, then we go shopping at walmart, go us.
by 9 i was actually feeling sleepy but rud takes me to barnes anyways and i crash somewhere in the children's aisle. rud then brought "the berenstains bears' valentine" i didnt even know mama bear had a new kid. geez did anybody use to read them? anyways its seems as if the family ran out of issues. its just a matter of time before its "the berenstains bears and too much heroin" how will brother bear get out of this one? ooooo..

anyways i come home sleepy and dizzy with smoke, courtesy of rudy, and im being shooed to my room. (my parents thought i was out smoking) which didnt bother me much, i was ready for bed anyways. then my sister comes in and tells me something that really REALLY irritated me and i was so suprised by it too.

shit, you just cant pick them can you?


and thats the way the rosca crumbles....

(1 shot perplexity of the mind)

4 days later.. [04 Jan 2004|04:11am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | cat snoring ]

happy new year!
or as Jorge text msg-ed: "japy neu yir"
hmm weird. anyways ive been wanting to post some pics from the previous year (possibly memorable pics) but i have yet to find a scanner.. ah well ill update later, my head is sort of pregnant right now...sort of


bye bye

(perplexity of the mind)

>_> [27 Dec 2003|03:30am]
[ music | the nurse who loved me~ perfect circle ]

so yesterday i went to the movies with my cousin to see lotr. as soon as i entered i became really excited when i saw all the cinema employers wear "big fish" t-shirts. i ask three, THREE random employees

"hey do you know when Big Fish comes out?"
"uh i dunno"

"hey do you know when Big Fish comes out?"
"naw, sorre"

"youre wearing the t-shirt! do you know when it comes out?"
"mmmm nope"


GAAAH! was is that?? you terrible advertisers!
i wanted to grab all three of them by their teeth and spin and spin them around...
but lotr was good so i only threw oily,buttery popcorn at them...but still..


anyways..ive just been really bored in the mean time..



i mean really...




really bored..



so bored....



that im going to post pics...


its my kitten, cute huh? her catnip that looks like marijuana...hmm




caught!



smells like a fight.



picture captured in the dark (good flash eh)
well its one side of my room, you can see the magical yellow wall........



yup, my ultra cool 3am pose



mmmmmm



still bored

(perplexity of the mind)

i do the cha cha like a little girl... [24 Dec 2003|04:02am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | milkshake song.....fucking sandra ]

well im back for those who havent noticed and i've been busy since thursday. already i've done two performances...which were really embarrassing by the way...and had a x-mas party with my folklorico group. yea you know how it goes...they eat my pistachios and issac and i raid Jorge's bottle of wine. nothin like good mexican feasting. so thats how my weekend went...then monday came...

email came..

and here comes the grady posty:

13039 UNIV 1301 A
15661 POLS 2310 B
15725 THEA 1313 A
15965 ENGL 1311 A
16237 PSYC 1301 B


two B's! shit, not what i expected but oh well...i guess i shouldn't be complaining. im glad i made some improvement in political science..seeing that i had a D for a while....either way i still recommend Webking for pols... haha, man i fucked up the theatre final so bad..i cant believe i still got an A. wooee..not


well i hope to raise my gpa next semester with these
mothers..

Business Communications 1302
History to 1865 1301
Intro to Philosophy 1301
Research and Critical Writing 1312
Math 0311

yup
all motherfucking basics....

if i take hist 2 and pols 2 this summer ill have all my basics done and i could start taking my major courses by sophmore year..ooh yea..

thats where all the biology and chemistry classes kick in! fun..

anywho..i said i was going to update about my road trip but im also a big fat liar so im not and say i will next time....
yeck sorre guys..its 4:30 and for once my bed looks inviting.....i also have to get up tomorrow (today) and help my mom cook for tonight's dinner..blah bla


so in case i dont come back...


merry x-mas!
go open your gifts!
choke on egg nog!
have fun!!




seriously have fun

merry christmas : )


ps. does anybody know when Big Fish comes to el paso? i've been waiting for almost 2 months!!

xoxo
alexandra

(perplexity of the mind)

cuz i want it alll...or noooothinng at alll.. [15 Dec 2003|01:12am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | skunk anansie~ selling jesus ]

eeehheeehheeehheeehh


::mom:: "if you get kidnapped and taken to cuba, its okay because you know spanish..." ::me:: "now i feel alot better"


yip! sorre deadjournalinos, im going to be away for a couple of days, i know this isn't going to be much of an update but it is an update to inform you guys that ill post a real update later, yea you dig? of course you do, anyways i'm going to visit my beloved cousin in waco then road trip down to austin, san marcos, and san antonio.....then back to el paso....all in four days
huzza! of course i had to argue with my parents about this but in the end, they had confidence in lil ol me. it kinda feels like my parents are testing me and theyre just waiting for me to screw up so they can i say i told you so..: P

..and i cant let that happen but we'll see.

boooo but i hope everyone has a fun, safe, and pressureless week!


see you later

(2 shots perplexity of the mind)

dont read this [23 Nov 2003|01:45am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | tori amos- winter ]

on the day of my grandfather's burial, my grandmother had detected a mocking bird resting on a nearby tree just kinda overlooking the crowd. my grandma reminisced how her husband was always engaged by the mockingbird's tune and she believe it was his soul resting upon those branches.
6 months later (when we were living in a duplex home) chaos awoke us one morning when we realized my grandmother was having a heart attack next door. the ambulence and paramedics flew in and bothered her with questions and finally took off to the hospital. as the ambulence and my parents scrambled outside the driveway, I noticed on the edge of our roof, that same mocking bird, that i had seen previously, was glaring over. pryingly he watched the vehicles leave and i was suddenly stunned when i noticed another mocking bird join its side. there i was staring at two birds and two birds staring at me. i knew what this meant. i felt a sense of mixed feelings spill all over me with great fear and some slight happiness. but all i could do was stare and finally the birds took one last glance and flew away together into the sky.

(1 shot perplexity of the mind)

[17 Nov 2003|12:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]

mmm, just waiting for my sister to get out of class...


i wore sweats today for the third time already. my mother noticed me this morning, "why don't you dress up more?"
..."i dunno...it's just school"
she started nagging, "you're going to meet your future husband in college! you should dress up!.."
HAHAHA
"mom, if you only knew boys these days don't care what you wear, they just picture whats behind the clothes and in the end they just want the clothes to come off. so why not save myself some time, not worry what i wear, and eventually greet my dirty future husband who has already imagined me by the unimaginable"
"....."
"sheesh just kidding mom"


the last word:
matt be more confident

(9 shots perplexity of the mind)

..."you're vicent malloy!" [07 Nov 2003|12:06am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

wow im incredibly sleepy but ive been meaning to post an entry ...daah ill just wait until tomorrow.

at least i can say that i finally saw the special edition of nbc, god i was waiting for that day to come.. and yes..i love that short film, by mr.burton (mysterious genius), "Vincent"...man, oh man everybody should see it. one of the better 5-7 min of my week.





oh yea im also intrested in seeing "Big Fish"

that is all

(3 shots perplexity of the mind)

GUESS WHAT [31 Oct 2003|01:30pm]
[ mood | surprised ]

so im here at the cyber cafe and this guy next to me, matt has a dj! we were both writing our entries at the same time. coincidence huh?



ITS BECAUSE ITS HALLOWEEEEENN!

BWUAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHA.

(perplexity of the mind)

shoulda used da zip....oh be quiet [28 Oct 2003|10:49am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | kohama~ lambada. (actually it's kaoma) ]

i so have the rarest luck.

(fine ill make some sense this time)
i forgot my floppy disk at the library last friday. i went back on saturday to retrieve it and luckily i found it. my group and i worked on our project that day. i saved the work. i went home. nothing is on the disk now. the entire thing was pointless. guh and sigh, shoot me now or poke my mole with a lead pencil.

i am super yet again!


mmmmmmmmmmhhhh. my classes should be canceled more often.

(3 shots perplexity of the mind)

smooth operator... [10 Oct 2003|06:05pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | big spender ]

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<i>note: i'm responding to jessica's e-mail and im posting it here since most of it is an update anyway. so everything is directed to jess and only jess so yea dont be confused and send me comments about being confused...carry on</i>


you lie, YOU LIE. you know i never get bored reading your e-mails. surpsingly you didn't add your various face icons which concerned me. are you feeling well? i'm worried about you. haha. no im not. damn you jess you wrote the e-mail in the atlas lab?? i bet you intentionally did it during its peak hours too huh? arrrg i hope the conga line breathes down your back next time.
SO yea you heard all the praise and attributes they made for Webking? no doubt he is a great teacher i just gotta find a way to bring up that d. thats right i have the demonic d. gotta love political science. ha and i dont think returning my test is going to help either, "oh please mr. webking reconsider my answers?" ::sappy eyes:: ah well i gave it a shot. did u know he received the award in 01' for being the professor of the year out of all the schools in texas? ooooh who's going to take home the rampy?? hehe, thats neat though.

wow so you and izzy strike the big 10. i cant believe its been that long and i've only seen him once! we should all hang out soon, remember i have yet to seduce him. lol. jk. >_>
<_<
aww youre a lucky lady as im sure he is, a lucky man! bahaha so he's been tuggin ur hair and giving u wet willies, now thats true love. im sure he's trying to see the real side of you but if it gets really annoying just tell him to stop. you, bad temper? pssh. i hardly ever see u upset. youre probably angry during the days i dont feed you. mmmhm which reminds me i gotta go buy more fish heads.

so are you still planning on visiting amanda? that girl, i dont even know her anymore. she's gone through so much, somebody should just pull the plug. ah u know what i mean. haha is she still going to marry her stellar bf once he is released, or is nataly too jealous? eck im just not gunna bother. changing subjects..

the question is, what are YOU doing this weekend? sleep sounds good but more than likely it will be a lot of studyin. youre SO MEAN. lol. both you and martha. reading by the shade of a tree does not make a nerd. ::pushes glasses:: go away.

tonite ill be ushering for santos y santos and it doesnt end until 11 meaning ill be out by 11:30 and gettin home at 12. arg, i might visit rudy afterwards and yes i still dont know how things are going there. check it, the other day he dropped by with some more candy corn and gave me this lil black bear. cute n all i thank him. then comes the joykill: the next day we were on the phone and he mentioned how he wanted to join the icecapades, something like disney on ice, like really bad. i just wanted to ask right there and then "WHAT ARE YOU?" can somebody really like two different things? damn,im just gunna play it low for now. i dont feel like being the guinea pig of his experiment but he's still a very fun friend. actually im just in it for his cat. she's cool. unlike kitty. ol and boring. bahaha <i>no kitty!</i> ::cartman::

aaapppppfftt! well i think ive answered all your questions little lady. i gotta start gettin ready. and oh yea, you can stick your hand in my candy bowl any time youd like! ; ) lololol. oh man. dad's new lingo is "sweet" but he pronounces it the way you say feet. "oh that's sweet! sweet, no traffic! sweet sweet sweet."


alex
(3 shots perplexity of the mind)

doh doh doh [09 Oct 2003|11:35pm]
[ mood | silly ]

any questions?
tomorrow...i promise...

(perplexity of the mind)

can i borrow a feeling? can you spare me a jar with looove? [28 Sep 2003|02:18am]
[ mood | depressed ]

hehe but seriously i'm tired of being the veteran of rejection. i'm just not going to get close to anybody for a damn long time. yea that sounds good...






:\
bleh i suck

(3 shots perplexity of the mind)

where do you go when you're lonely, where do you go when you're blue [30 Aug 2003|12:27am]
[ music | "when the stars go blue" ]

yeah.

im feelin rather sourish and i'd rather not expatiate on that. just some stuff going on in here...blah blah blah.
mmm, ok so summer ended and school started. i was suprised my 1st week went by pretty well. it was great seeing some ol friends again. annette r, christina, emily, marcus g, and freddy. freddy! i still admire that man in so many levels. haha he still remembered the lunar club in which we made up due to the lunares (moles) on our lips. ah he's swell, i joined his film club for scriptwriting but mainly because i knew it would be fun. of course it will be fun. :)

anyways,
the courses aren't so bad. loads of reading and writing yet it's all intresting. mmm, i guess the only class that already seems like a brain warp would be political science and that's due to the top notch teacher Mr. Webking. the notorious man that is known in both good and bad forms. at least im glad i have jessica for that class among the 560 others. it'll be challenging yet i sense a good outcome and experience. other than that, it'll be alright. facil.


i think next week ill be joining Jorge's group, "danza theatro de la fronteria" or somethin. its a folklorico group and yea im also looking forward to that. i sorta need an activity to do around here, aswell as lookin for a job and study for classes. wooe
heh i dont know why i remember this, my sister volunteered herself to be an extra for the opera called "madame butterfly." she told her friend adam, "yea i think im gunna be running around wearing a butterfly costume" ...buh.. me and adam stare at each other. the play is really about a japanese lady who meets an american man. but we go along with her story and were laughin our asses off, adam finishes with his usual "how queer" and walks off. that was only funny yesterday. or as leeza would say in my script "it happened emotion moments ago"


ok well now im posting the pointless so ill stop while im ahead. imma gunna go to rudy's boss's party thing later on today...and thats all my weekend consists of. hopefully everybody had a good week of school especially for those who are out of town.



does anybody know this quote in spanish?
"it's easier to reach the sun than to reach your heart"

:\
....ill follow you
when the stars go blue...

(1 shot perplexity of the mind)

"i can't beleive they invented it!" with your host troy mclure... [14 Aug 2003|01:33am]
[ mood | bored ]

guess what, there's now talking pinatas at your local store

hit the dinosaur pinata,
dinosaur says:"bring it on caveman!"

O_o

o_O

yes now you'll think twice before hitting your pinata.

(perplexity of the mind)

these arms are my heart... [08 Aug 2003|03:20am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | lara fabian- part of me ]

yea yea beleive it, i am actually updating. i still dont have the pictures but i swear or better promise to show them to you all soon. don't kill me, looke i bought a camera, im cool now right? AH AH AH, im laughing like count dracula. sooooo how's everyone doing? heh, i once opened an e-mail from mister danny romo asking how his friends were but he just didnt ask, he stated, I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE!!! ~love, danny romo. haha i knew exactly what he meant. summer is almost going to end and i bet most of us still havent contacted our friends, acquaintances and so and so. and yea im not really going anywhere with this, i just miss some friends, ahem AIDAyoufreakinmofo and SANDRAyoustillhavemygoldmemberdvd. :)

so its almost been three weeks since i last wrote here...hmm...
i stopped...doing my hobby, my past time of all past times. i dropped ballet...before hearing about manny flores. see i took classes with a dick head professional teacher named babil this summer, but having to waste half a tank of gas everyday and barely afford the tuition didn't seem captivate me much. soo id figure ill stop going and continue on with my fav. old place where my teachers wouldnt ignore me and actually teach and inspire me. well the next day i got ready and when i picked up the paper i read that my teacher, manny flores, was stabbed to death by his roomate the night before.... the story is damn tragic. a man i was so close to, so young and brilliantly talented was taken away due to a "dispute" between him and his roomate. its really hard on all of us who knew him, i still cant beleive he's gone.


so it's almost been three weeks since i last wrote here...
seems like ill be going to utep for now. i finally registered and got orientation done on the 21st and for good it was rather annoying. i dont understand how people can be so peppy and awake at 8 in the morning. grr i can still hear cheerie voices. so the first day was death and the second day was busy death. all the classes i wanted were taken so i settled for a cluster course (3 classes with the same peeps: psychology, eng, uni)along with intros to political science and theatre. hopefully i wont be too busy. the only intresting part was when i re-met a friend that i hadn't seen since elementary. apperantly she remembered my voice and height. melissa is her name, nice girl she is.


so it's almost been three weeks since i last wrote here...
i can't beleive i still havent seen aida or sandra at all this summer. seems like this BFF club ring is pointless (AH AH AH who got that one??) i might pull a danny romo on them. but i have been catching up with other friends. jessi, martha, and i had lunch the other day at cici's. that was sorta cute, just talkin bout summer and the future. oh yea i didnt mean to look so dead, sorry bout that, but i really was sick. i caught the infamous summer cold and yes it was by air conditioners! but im feelin so much better now, im not coughing or eating boogers off of food anymore. hmmmmmm. ive also been talkin to lee and jose on the aim aswell as with mike oh in which, im really happy for him and his new gf. that's really surprising news but i do wish him luck with his new relationship and i mean it.


so its almost been three weeks since i last wrote here...
we have 9, no 8, 8 more shows to go, and then its over. im rather sad actually, im going to be missing many many people, all 46 of them. these were the friends i hung out with every weekend not just durin the show but after the show. wherever we went we had fun, whether it was someone's house, a club, a restaurant, the desert, yea we have many memories. ok im trying to not break into a song....(on a random note i gotta recommend this "suavesita" club on airway. go on a thursday, they play live salsa and merengue music by candice's group.) one of the greater things about these "events" was that i was able to meet this peticular person through a friend in the cast. his name is julian and we instantly became friends that very day. we've been hanging out alot ever since and have lots in common, our convos are never dull. although i can't predict an outcome i am really enjoying his company for now and thats pretty much all i can say about that.
this week...i bought a digital camera (which will hopefully be easier to show the pics) and a tv with both vcr and dvd attached. pretty neat, ive been playin with both gadgets a lot. oh yea dont laugh at my default, that was the first pic i took with my camera....in the restroom. look to the left you can see the soap stand heheheheheheehe.

hmph thats it for now, i guess you can say alot can happen in three weeks. ill try to update often to avoid late night writings. ooo im gunna be asleep all mornin.

but yea have a good day

luv,
ale

(1 shot perplexity of the mind)

guh and sigh [16 Jul 2003|02:20am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | jimi hendrix-red house ]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaghhh, i just want to initiate a shooting spree and take down all the directors- craig, betsy, and now tammy who have crossed the line. (in snake's voice) "you are so dead little dude..."

i mean really how often do you see adults holding grudges on younger people? dammit tammy that is the stupidest thing since high school. ah well she can dance flamenco in hell. too bad this week hasnt been any better but at least i still have rudy to fancy.


hi by the way. i didnt really mean to update on this journal that we call dead. in fact i was gunna wait until i had some pictures scanned so some friends can see what my summer has been like. and by some friends i really just mean jessica who is probably the only one reading this right now....hi jessi!


i really have nothing new to report. i think im just gunna ask viva to give me back my summer.


"i shot you in heaven, now i cry
no one lives forever, in fact we all die"



sigh and guh
ill bring the pics in the next entry,

ale

(2 shots perplexity of the mind)

and it rained... [29 Jun 2003|01:42am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "diamonds and guns"- the transplants ]

and it rained and it rained.

because this upcoming monday im heading out for vacation, this week seemed to have gone by really slowly. a drag, just like joel. nyuk nyuk.
tuesday i did that rock n' bowl thing with edgar and alexis. it reminded me of why i never go to bowl el paso. i am THE WORST bowler. enough said. um wednsday show was fine. thursday show was fine. FRIDAY show was great. ahahahhhhhahahahahahahha. i didnt think we were capable of making a 1000 people upset. they seemed like a good crowd too. because of them we were all pumped and energetic to perform...but eh do people check the weather these days? ever since 6'o clock there was thunder and dark clouds. by 7 it was showering. by 8 a clack it was pouring as hell. remarkable the audience showered in their seats in ponchos n' all, the cast was just waiting for the show to be cancelled. so the director told us we were starting in 5 minutes but then 5 minutes became 20 min then 20 became and hour. still, the crowd was there. finally we started at 9. after 30 seconds of the intro the show ended up being cancelled. bleh. the rain had stopped alright but the stage was slippery enough for both chad and laura to fall. chad had a funny slip. after doing his number he ran towards his exit door but ended up falling on his rear and slid all the way to his exit, like a little kid, feet and hands in the air. all he needed to yell was Weeeeee!. then came the group with laura, after doing her set of kicks, laura slips down to the ground. blackout. show's over. go home.

ok so then came today which wasnt any better. laura was fine, she ended up spraining her ankle which reminded me the time i sprained my ankle at age 13 trying to copy moves from TLC. (back in the days yo) the rain came again and this time we cancelled during intermission. fine by me. so today i also had dressing room clean up and as i picked up trash i noticed this letter that was addressed to jasmine, the youngest girl in the cast, by jose the youngest boy in the cast. bored and nosey i read the letter and its like a poem that uses all the letters in her name. its sappy and adorable, "J" is for the precious jewel that you are, you will always shine in my eyes, "A" is for how AMAZING you are and blah blah blah, and it kept going and goin. im thinking, wtf?! even thirteen year olds are hooking up and not me. ahhh pooooop to them.

im headin to vegas this monday as jessica and i plan to rob a hotel and(or accidently) marry two strangers.

fine...by...me

goodnight,
ale

(5 shots perplexity of the mind)

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